Today | anonymizz's Blog

No better than yesterday... Crying and incapable of movement..  

lackluster in life, general blah feeling... 

He works so much ... more than 8 hrs a day.. sometimes 11 a day... I try to wait up for him..
but then i can't sleep after he gets home, then i can't wake up to get the kid to school.

depression is making me fail at life.. I'm stuck in a round a bout rountine of my own design.

I do try to get out and over it.  Yet .. I fall... and just when i think Im there in that mystical happy place of even emotions
Life tells me I don't belong there.. and I am back here in blackness sadness land.

My red hair is faded and the grey is showing through.. Maybe I should Dye it black to match my mood.